okay i guess i will wait a bit more and not try to kill myself over this, haha.
it can be quite tiring mulling over this, and then seeing the circumstances which tell a different story. so many different stories.
kinda unsure about where things will go.. and most importantly, where God leads. i just hope i do the right things in the right place in the right time.
clawing back slowly, and with a lighter heart, finally.
june and july, please be nice and full of good things.